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and i dropped my ezlink card into the bin.

let go or hold on?

i should have hold on right? i think i will hold on tightly this time round, afterall, i have alr experience the pain of letting go, didnt i?

all the best HONQI!

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thanks ah best friend, for cheering me up! hahha.

i felt like shit when i got my results, was really sad. but can't seem to let it go cry it out. until...



until best friend called and tears started rolling down. i guess i only drop my fascade when i am with best friend. hahah. so i told him how i fare and what i exactly wanted and what are the options open for me.



& guess what? despite the whole world telling me not to drop econs (implying i should drop phy!). He told me this, just follow your passion, just do what you like, drop econs! (not very rational! i know! haha but!>>!) oh my god. cool or not?? hahha bu kui shi my best friend. only you understand me. and he propose 2 strategies to my emergency which is what i thought of as well. hahha! cool a not? & he proceed to say stupid stuff. hahaha. very funny indeed. oh my god! pei chi rox man! hahaha.



& & guess what? i sprained right my foot, he injured his right leg. oh my god! cool or what right. best friend rock! hahaha.



& at the end of the convo! i was left very happy!



thank you so much! :D HAHAHAH

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i got promoted.

but i am not happy at all.

screwed.

appeal?

eligible?

drop econ?

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one year has passed ever since i turned 16 last year.


eventful year? sure it is.


last nov, i went to the NCOC for the 3rd time. but this time round, as the capacity of instructor. everything is different and new, and not to mention lonely. :(


i donated blood for the first time.


camp was kinda of fun, talked to you wei and pei shi even though i dont know them. hahha.


worked at ERA, that sucky eric. yuck :(


planned for POC, i nearly cried when i saw my trainess passed out. hahah. so idiot. oh well! :)


ROC, i screwed up the second day.


i got my Olvl results. damn sian.


got into YJC, and i know life will suck. got into CTG 105, know a bunch of fun-loving people. best og. hahah. but good things seldom last long. we got distributed into SG. just when i thought life will suck even more, sg turns out fun. but i kinda miss ctg too. ;( greedy idiot


joined uniAid, became the president

joined council, cip-cooridinator


joined OTC 2009, Tango! Camp was awesome! go sj. LOL. changyu! my pri sch friend. ahha


but the effects dies off. block test brought me back to reality.


POP was great, yours truly is one of the merit graduate.


pw sucks. like duhz!


campNomad! go MLC. ahhah


promos!


prom planning, was hahha. fun! i love i-comm!


then comes, zone presentation, charity fair. sjab sjab.. NCOC was lonely as usual. :( but i think it's getting better, i want go UBIN! such a pity, i want AB! lol AHHAH. DEN I tekan jin tang and weiming and their friend. hahah.

got into OCIP viet! went through a lot to get there. this time round, i am finally flying there! yay me! haha

hmm, i think i matured a lot this year round! :)

today is OP!



***



17 is so near! haha.

my wish for this year!

i really want to get promoted!

without dropping any subjs!

HON QI!

MIND OVER BODY! :)

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小宇 - 终于说出口

放飞心情

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我

可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你 但从没认真说过

或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中(Yeah)
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手
握住的只是风

我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
oh no no...

明知无法将自己抽出自己一手创造的漩涡， 却还是一头栽进去。他娘的。 真是天杀的犯贱！

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PROMOS IS OVER! OMG! HAHHAH
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!

LIBERATED FROM ALL EXCRUTIATING BRAIN CRAMMING SESSIONS! WHOOSAY!

i really want to go J2 next yr! and start cramming all over again! hahaha.

mahjong and sushi was great! thanks to company!

***

alot of things happened recently. some of it really wreck my heart. but who i should i relate it to?

& i seriously detest myself for liking you. nvm, i will get over it anyway! since you're such an rotten egg! LOSER!



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promos arriving in 8 days! baby, i am really scared!

let's get promoted together, CTG 105, SG 11, 24th SC esp iComm!

jiayou jiayou! post promos activities seems alluring! long time no see ed alr! and the tons of mahjongs buffets and movies! hohoho! :)

my sg policy book have been to ms aminah's house! hope it get to suck some energy back form her! need it for econs! hahaha :)

phyphy! i am trying my best to cohabit with you!

chemystery! can i still solve every single mystery of yours?

CA2! my 2nd chance with you! it will be better than the first! i promise :)

ALL THE BEST!

DONT GIVE UP!

IT'S THE LAST LAP ALR!

GO VIET! ;D nope, i am not regreting!

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